Christmas 2010

This Christmas we kept it small the kids din not get much and We where OK with that we decided that Christmas is about out lord Jesus Christ and not about presents,we didn't even put up a tree at first the kids where all sad about it but Robert being the great Dad that he is broke out the good Book of Mormon and the Bible and we did some reading and the kids really got and I have to say this year was a good one no running around like a mad man trying to get the perfect gift I think I will keep it small this year too.

Merry Christmas!!

Halloween

Claudia and her buddy

Zephs class!

Nice this is my kids!!!

Hailey bug she is so sweet she let me kis her to death:)

Baby sitters wedding

I think I might be getting old I went to my kids baby sitters wedding!Her Family has been long time good friend with ours they are the sweetest ever.The wedding was small and sweet,SO nice and all my friends from back east came so I got to see them:) Claudia loved the fact that she was the only one dancing and dance she did I kept hearing comments on how cute she was and them people ask who she belonged to.......

My good friend she has 12 kids and always finds time to be a friend she taught me so much Thank you Ruth..

And Zeph wow way to go ,,He asked this girl to dance and she would not let him go so he danced the rest of the night away..:)

Back to School

Time to go back to School after what seemed to be a short summer for me but next summer its ON!!!!Now I am in busy mom mode the mornings are full of activity's running around and singing.The good part of the kids going back to school is I get to have the house all to my self and to tell the truth I'm still getting used to it but I do get a lot more of the house cleaned:) This year Daphne started middle school and I am still coming to grips with that,I do like the car pool kids they are witty and make it fun to drive.Daphne of course LOVES school.

Zeph is in 4th grade he is doing a lot better he got a guy teacher and loves it he also is enjoying scouts.And now he informed me that I cant hug him at the school cause its just not cool!! so he hugs me at home.

Little Miss Claudia is in First grade my baby!! she love school but hates P.E cause she gets burned so now she packs around sun block she was happy to get most all of her friends from kindergarten.

WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL ALL!!!:)

After not blogging for ever I was going to put some pictures of the kids doing fun summer stuff and realised there wasn't many pictures and then trying to find a picture with me and the kids was not going to happen and that got me thinking I was to sick to do much with them this summer and I started to feel like the worst mom on earth.Then a great thing I FINALLY got it to the GI doctor and got a Carma's up my butt and down my thought I was a sleep and so glad I was but the good thing about that was I Finlay am starting to feel better the meds I am getting are working and its not pain meds so I'm not loopie it took a few day for the meds to kick in and once they did I am feeling like a whole new person like I want to go do stuff with my kids and i don't want lay in bed wishing i was dead cause the pain was so bad So to me our summer is just getting started!!!Thank you for all the sweet phone calls well all the messages I never called back cause I just didn't feel good .

5 days left

With the School year coming to an end I am excited we will have the option to go and do,The thing is I am waiting to see what the Doctor ses I see him June 18 and I am counting down the days I have been so sick and the pain in my stomach has gotten so bad that some days I curl up in a ball and cry and wish I was dead how after all this all the chemo and the sick days from those how come i have to be the sick one and how come my kids ask me "mom how are you feeling today,we want to so some where"That makes the pain move to my heart I don't want to lay in bad all day in fact I miss the gym,the park,riding bikes with my gang,playing volley ball with Daphne I miss being ME to tell the truth its been so long I'm not sure if ill ever feel like me and will my kids ever remember the good days we had/and have?The Doctor I am going to see in an gastro one I hope he will be able to help He say my Brother and diagnosed him so I know hes a good one but the whole camera idea************So if all goes well on the 18th Sweet summer fun here we come!!!!

12 years and counting

Its been 12 years today,When I left my home as a childed and embarked on this new journey called marriage having no idea what to do or what should come I left as the baby I was and made a home for me and mine I didn't know who would come or how and not long after the wedding I was so sick and we found out we where having a baby we where going to start our Family and so it began.And the last 12 years have been great yes there was ups and downs but if it wasn't for them we would not be here right now,I must say this I love Robert now way more then i did 12 years age I think we (I) did a whole lot of growing up and can see stuff in a whole new light. Happy Anniversary Robert I sure do love you with every thing in me.

So Far WE are living Happily ever after!!!