Shrout stories

There is so much I could go on to say and I might I am just not one to just put my feeling out there,so this Thursday will be my three month check up from being off of chemo (it sounds like I was addicted to it!)and with the up coming check up I have been all excited but also seared to death I have had some pains like before and sleep less nights,night sweats,head aces,No energy and the stress of Robert not having a job so talking to him well lets just say I don't want to stress him out any more then he is.The pain In my left breast aria well its been there for a while I just chose to ignore it because right now I cant handle chemo or anything it in tells.I fell like I have to fight with my husband and what we fight about to some it might be dumb but to me its the most impotent matter there is and what is that you ask (I would like to be baptised ) my husband on the other had feels like its a joke and I am wasting my time some days I really am to weak to fight him.So come Thursday I guess will know for sure what is going on and them I go form there.