Monday, November 10, 2008

So Jen Tagged me I have never been tagged so I had to think about it for a day so I didn't just wright about death its been on my mind a lot thees last few days but I am getting better with every day.So here you go.

I am.Scared
I want.to be baptised and go to the temple
I have.three great kids and a great husband
I fear.dying and leaving them
I hear.the TV my kids are watching
I search.for knowledge
I wonder.why??
I regret.having a big mouth
I love.the lord and my family,friends,etc
I forgive.everything
I ache.for Robert
I always,sing
I try,to be the best I can each and everyday
I am not.lazy
I seem.shy
I know.I am loved
I feel.like crying
I dance.every day I love to dance
I dream.of being better
I give my all
I listen.to friends and my kids
I sing.everyday all day love to sing
I laugh.at funny stuff like my kids being goofy
I cant.tell a lie
I wright.all the time to my kids and family even little stories
I cry.a lot now
I am not always.the bet mom i could be
I see.not much right now
I need.to be cancer free
I should.be in bed but its hard to sleep.



OK so there you have it sorry if it so dumb I really didn't know what to say so I put what came to my mind first that's how it is what ever is on my mind is out my mouth before I even know it and some times its not a good thing. so I am tagging Lisa,Meg Kristen.

6 comments:

Lindsay said...

I loved this Octavia. You were honest and said what you felt. You are such a neat person, I admire you so much and am so glad to know you! Are you coming to play group tomorrow?

Cardalls said...

you made me tear up...i am praying for you and hope you feel the extra strength because so many people are praying for you and your family.

QnA Drapers said...

Hey Tavia- how fun to peak in on you and your fam. You all look wonderful! We sure miss you all. Maybe we'll send you guys some snow this winter!
-amy

Jennifer said...

It's not dumb! You are amazing!!! Have there been any more updates? If there is ANYTHING I can do please let me know. I'll even sing at your baptism if you want... :o) BIG HUGS!

Cannata Clan said...

I am touched by your comments and to know you! You are such a beautiful person.

Broderick Clan said...

My family is also praying for you. I loved your post! It was a window to your very being. Your such a beautiful person! Hang in there. Heavenly Father is aware and loves you!