Shrout stories

I think I am SO done with doctors and medicine and feeling like carp all the time I think that doctors should help you feel better not just mask the problem with pain pill I don't like to feel drudged all day we can put people on the moon so why cant they fix me?I had to go to the ER the other day my stomach was killing me and all they did was poke me like four times gave me some pain meds and send me home with some ugly looking bruises on my arm now I look like a junkie needle user.I had to go to Utah to see my doctor and I got the same story stay on the meds see you in a week like I want to be driving up to ST George every week o well I guess that's what happens when you break down I really don't like the fact that I am sick most of the time I am all mad about the cancer and now the side effect's for the chemo are just as bad I don't get out much and some days I feel so bad for my kids having a broken mom I often wonder why?? This is the first day they got all black and ugly and two weeks later I still have them!